Hi,
I'm so already feeling the shorter days. I wake up early, earlier than I'd like, to make full use of a day but bedtime still arrives too soon. I have so much to do, but the energy is not increasing. If anything, I am still very tired because it's still very hot here in California. I'm not complaining at all. I just rest and do indoor stuff. There's so much thinking that I do about all that needs to get done because it's a circular thing: often, I need tools before I can do anything. But I don't have them and don't have the funds to get all I need, and before that, I need to learn to use tools safely. This thinking is, therefore, often circular, and it arrives back at "so much to be done" part.
But I'm unfazed. I have learned to just enjoy the process, however slow. Things get done when they do. Because things need to get done every place I go: outside, inside, within me, art wise, dogs, cats, home, garden, future plans for all the things mentioned, and on and on. A huge part of the work was to learn to not freak out, not worry, not panic. This has been major and I have accomplish it.
The worry is winter winds. I'm terrified. I need to set up a way to cook that doesn't involve electricity because we will, surely, have the grid disturbed by fallen trees. Rocket stove, made from bricks, youtube style. The cats need winter shelter. AYE, just the tip of the iceberg. And money. Where will I get the money?
Anyone reading this (hello, is there anybody out there?), will you please subscribe to my youtube channel? I have consistently achieved the qualifying views on my videos to monetize but I don't have enough subscribers. I SO dislike begging but I have been begging for this favor.
Pls subscribe to my YouTube Channel
I will post soon, again. I hope.
PS: the artwork you see on this post is available. I've held on to it for a long time now. Because I love it. Because I refuse to let her go for anything less than what it deserves. I was going to gift it to someone but in the end I didn't think the gift fits the recipient. She's cropped. The artwork is larger than seen here. There are musical notes at the top and around her, and more flowers below and around her. It's about 9 x 12 or larger. I need to measure.
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